I want you to know that it doesn't matter

I've just been spending time with Ben, watching movies, crap on TV, eating and smoking. I've also bothered to go in to college on Wednesday and I'm going again tomorrow and after I'm going to this motor bike show thing with Ben and his mum just for something to do...unless it rains. I'm getting drunk on Sunday and then next week is half term and I plan to go to the town festival pretty much every day. I should probably get some coursework done too. In other news I just brought some Henry Holland hold ups and a skirt both from Urban Outfitters, can't wait till they get here!



New top from New Look.

I'll love you forever, or at least till morning comes

Today. My hair is now that colour and longer.

You send me flying off the tracks to land upon my back amongst the daisies

Emma's Imagination's album came today, it's simply beautiful.

I'm going to watch this tonight, I'm not a Pattinson fan at all but the story looks really nice.

Also me and my mum made this chicken and sweetcorn soup (not real chicken of course) so low in calories and so tasty.

I'm so excited about all the events I have coming up specially since I only have 29 days till I go to Barcelona! We are starting making plans for the Summer and pass that haha. Here is the list of things I'm looking forward to this year.

• Friends birthday parties
• Barcelona
• Summer
• T4 on the Beach, we arn't paying to go in we are just going to the beach that is on for the day, since you can still see it.
• Beautiful Days (a small festival very close to were I live)
• Maybe going to France with some friends
• My 18th birthday
• Getting my first tattoo done
• Trip to London in the October half term with Izzy and Tom

I'm sure there will be more things as the months go on.

Life is short and so is your penis

I treated myself to a fried egg this morning. I have nothing to do today apart from some Photography work, our first project needs to be in by Monday. My DVDs arrived on Thursday and I think I'm going to watch them both today since there is nothing else on.

I'm just a person but you can't take it

I was so ill all day yesterday, I was not happy at all. I'm still pretty ill now but I feel a lot better. I've done nothing in college this week and I have no idea why. Om the plus side it's half term and I'm not working on Saturday which I love. I'm planning to watch movies all next week with myself and friends. Since my mum got a new job I'll be pretty lonely with the cats. I'm not going to have time to go out much because of the crazy amount of art course work I have. I'm also annoyed that Halloween is on a Sunday because I don't know if I'll be aloud to go out on a Sunday night when I have College the next morning and I have the BEST costume idea. My plans for tonight is to finish the last disc of Gossip Girl season two and watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Just resting so I have energy to start my coursework tomorrow and clean my room. I'm so happy that I don't have to work Saturday, working Sunday instead. I get my glasses on Tuesday, yay for no more headaches!

I've decided I could happily live on soup, salad, yogurt and ice-cream/cheesecake (I know, I know fatty but it's my weakness)

Carrot and coriander soup with organic bread YUM.



I love the Jack Wills handouts, I just love the pictures hahaha. For some reasons they posted me two...


And that's the piercing I got last Monday, It's not very clear but yeah.

You can find me on a table full of vodka and taquila

Bliming hell it's cold! It's crazy cold for October, I keep thinking it's late November. I'm going to a fancy dress party for some kid's in my year 18th. I hope it's good. I'm borrowing a friends Native American costume, it is sort of racist to dress up as one of them in some respect but oh well. I've got work all day tomorrow and then have to go to the party so on Sunday I'm going to be mega tired. I have a photography project to do where I have to take a picture every hour, I'm so going to forget to do it every hour!




The cameras I can use for the project. The top one is my own the other is borrowed from college, mine works but it's hard to use because it has no bulbe.

I whent in to the only vintage shop in my town and I love it in there so much but it's pretty expensive I got a couple of things in there anyway.


Cute tassel small tan shoulder bag £10


Skinny leather belt £10

I also come up with a nice lunch, though it looks disgusting. It's noodles and scubble egg. Nice, looks grows and easy to do.