You changed the way you kiss me

I'm so stressed and fucked up at the moment. I don't know what to think or what my actions should be, I can't be doing with crap and drama like the this. I'm very happy to so extent actualy but the reasons why I'm happy are way too selfish and mean. Really don't know what I'm doing. Just had to post a small rant and I think I might give Julie/Julia whatever her name was a call but I'm gonna give it about two weeks before bothering her...