I haven't been this happy in a very long time. I love it. The only thing that brings me down is my mum and I'm pretty sure it's because she's jealous I have a life and she doesn't. The happiness will be brought down once Ben leaves me for two months and when I get my A level results but for now, I'm enjoying it. I've been at the festival and will be going again tomorrow. I got drunk last night without planing to and mother got angry. I'm getting drunk tomorrow and staying at Ben's so he can look after me... that's what he gets since he was five hours late today.