I went to a friend's 'Tight & Bright' party. It was the first time I'd seen Ben drunk and also the first time I've ever had a panic attack. It was a brilliant night up until the point where we had to go home. The people you love the most hurt you the most but because you love them so much you are able to get trough it and your love only gets stronger. Out first ever argument, I was so scared and I'd never seen anyone cry so much in my life. Two weeks for two months.