So last night I went for a meal with Ben, his mum and her boyfriend and then we got drunk it was pretty great. I've only watched one TV program in the last week and a half, pretty proud of myself. I get my AS results on Thursday and I'm shitting a brick but I'm also booking my tattoo so that will cheer me up from the horrible results. Ben is coming with me and even though I want him to... at the same time I don't just incase I get angry or upset but whatever. I don't know what to do with myself.