I'm waiting for time to hurry up so I can go and catch the train to meet Ben but it's going soooooo slow. So, I thought to share some pictures from the last photo shoot I did for photography. The beautiful models and my friends, Immie and Emily. I look so awful, I feel sorry for Ben. On a last note.... I was thinking earlier, I have no idea why I'm in a relationship.... I don't even like them. It always ends in heartbreak and I don't get involved with that ,I also have trust issues and I'm far too insecure.I don't understand. But saying that, now it's what matters and I love him so it's fine.